Shax's Diary

Subject: Shax's Diary Thu Oct 29, 2009 9:41 am

DAY 8 (Post-Transformation)

It's already been a week since we took this place as our own.
I have spoken only few sentences, but i have realized that
the pain i once had has all vanished. i am far stonger than i
was before, or so it seems.
The others are very quiet as well, except for Expesh, who seems
to take almost if not everything as if it were a joke. I don't know if
the others have studied eachother as much as i have, but i can tell
that not everyone will get along.
Today i asked Erzer if i could view some of Vexens writings,
to understand more as to why we were all sent here. Maybe with
those writings, i will also be able to find out what we are....

Subject: Re: Shax's Diary Thu Oct 29, 2009 9:57 am

Day 8 (Pre-Transformation)

I'm stuck in this white room with a blanket, a penicl, and a note book.
i've been scribbeling days over the walls, so far i'm up to 8 ( if that's even right)
The man who calls himself Vexen, has been experimenting me on what he says
is sorrow and pain. when i asked him "why?" he screamed at me, slicing my bottom jaw.
there is now a scar around my bottom lip to my chin.... i can't write anymore today.
i need my rest....i wonder if death is worse than this.....

Subject: Re: Shax's Diary Thu Oct 29, 2009 10:05 am

Shax wrote:: DAY 8 (Post-Transformation)

It's already been a week since we took this place as our own.
I have spoken only few sentences, but i have realized that
the pain i once had has all vanished. i am far stonger than i
was before, or so it seems.
The others are very quiet as well, except for Expesh, who seems
to take almost if not everything as if it were a joke. I don't know if
the others have studied eachother as much as i have, but i can tell
that not everyone will get along.
Today i asked Erzer if i could view some of Vexens writings,
to understand more as to why we were all sent here. Maybe with
those writings, i will also be able to find out what we are....

(try not to jump ahead to far, you never know what might happen, I'd perfer if all the post crisis writings were done in past tense as well as in the events written about have already taken place just throwing this out there cuz had Expesh decided not to let out he worked for vexen this would sound ridiculous as well vexen may not have had any of his notes in written form seeing as how i just found his computer)

Subject: Re: Shax's Diary Sat Oct 31, 2009 9:09 am

Day 14 (pre Transformation)
* this page is sopping in what seems to be a mixture of tears and blood*

LAst night, Vexen woke me up... He told me that he had become
dissapointed with my progress. "i'm sorry Vexen" i cried "i'll do better next time."
"NO!" he screamed. suddenly a burst of light appeared and then a shield of blue and grey
appeared in his hand. he moved every so quickly that i didn't noticed that he tore apart
my bottom jaw. seconds after I screamed in pain. "you bastard! what the hell is wrong with you?"
i said (at least thats what i meant. it came out like "uuu assstarrd ug a buuu wiif ooo?") , choking back tears and trying hard to get blood everywhere. "i trust we won't have any problems now" he states
as if he's trying to hold back a chuckle. "here. take this. i expect to see this on you now. this should
increase your pain" he then threw at me a rusted half of what seemed like a bear trap.
"attach this to your bottom jaw. you will use this now." "duh eet oook ike uuh caan dooo eet?" i scream
at him. He then slapped me again with his shield, this time leaving marks across my face. "i will not stand for your pitiful excuses and smart aleckiness." he then took a couple screws and then held the rusted bear trap so that the sharp ends were pointed downward and placed it so than the screw holds were by bothe cheeks. he then rammed both screws into my cheeks, at the same time, and tightend them. i screamed in agony and started tearing up. the last thing i heard Vexen mutter before he left was "what a miserable excuse for a human"......